Don't read this first paragraph unless you are interested in other peoples messed up dreams. Yeah.
So... I haven't been sleeping well. Not sure why, but I have been dreaming every night. The dreams vary. Last night I had a dream that I died. It wasn't bad, but in my dream I went up to some weird form of heaven that my mind made up. I’m not sure how I died, but my Mom and Dad, my friends, were all there with me. So I guess all of us died together or something. My grandpa was alive though. And I was so upset that I couldn't see him. I went through the gates of heaven first. And the first person there that I wanted to talk to was Emma Watson. I look up to her in a lot of ways. She is changing the world. I don't know for some reason she was dead in my dream. We had a talk that was long and meaningful. We talked about so many things. How I wanted to change the world, but i didn't know how. How I wished I could be alive again so I could help people and change the world. It was very interesting and I was sad when my alarm rudely woke me up. it seemed like I was so close to figuring out myself in the dream. I think that every day I am closer to discovering who I am. And I can’t wait for that to happen, because lately, I just feel so lost.
The weather today was ideal for reading, drinking tea, relaxing at home under a blanket… None of those things I got to do. It was another long day. Fun, but tiring. After school ended at 4 I walked home and almost immediately got in the car to go to Aada’s preschool. Because it is a private preschool, once or twice a year all the parents come together to clean up the school and do maintenance work. It was pouring rain and extremely windy. I was inside though, rounding up kids and washing chairs. At 6:30 I walked through the downpour to my bus stop to go to dance. After a 45 minute bus ride there, an hour of dance, a 45 minute bus ride back, and a 20 minute walk through scary fall rain, I finally got back to the house. Goodnight. This is a picture of Mori and I while we were bored out of our minds in class.