I still don’t know what I want to study in the future, I am thinking lately that maybe I want to go into languages and communication, but I am not sure what kind of jobs that might lead to. Of course I still leave theatre and acting. Still working out which college is best fit for me, I want to find one that has good language programs. Every time I start thinking about my future, though, I get nervous and anxious. I don’t know why, maybe it is because I am so indecisive or maybe I am just weird. The future is supposed to be an exciting thing, right? So why do I feel this way about it. It is not that I'm not ready for college, I think I have been ready for college for a long time now. I think the thing that freaks me out the most is the idea of choosing what I am going to do for the rest of my life. Everyone says that your major doesn't really matter, but it feels like it does.
